I'm in my friends dorm room! Yaaaay. She left me here, with her computer and her food and she's in class and we're still texting. (She's bad.) I've had an interesting summer. Really. I went to see My Chemical Romance. With technolustt. We totally earned them, fuck. I'm pretty sure everyone knows their my super band. (You know, everyone has this one band that you just sort of fall in love with?) and I met Frank and it was awesome. He's so nice! Afterwords, we went for pizza and when we walked back to get to the car we saw Mikey. We wanted to talk to him...I'm glad that didn't happen because I was wearing this sweater that showed my bra because I had to take my shirt off, holy shit, it was so soaked. So we just kind of heehee'd and went home.

I went to see Cobra Starship. Once again, with  technolustt and our other friend. It was also completely amazing. We saw Suarez and Vicky-T before the show, and the wait was fucking killer. The show as pretty rad! I loved it, we were close and we had spots in front of Ryland and yaaay Cobras! After the show I met Suarez. He was soso nice! I just wanted a picture but I got a picture and a hug! I met Vicky-T who is absolutely gorgeous and we were close to meeting Gabe but he was taken away. I waved and he waved back. :) Afterwords, we broke bread and headed home. :)

Then. Then came Street Scene San Diego. I have no words for how fun it was, and how amazing all the people were. I'll just do this: Contact highs! Hotel! Running! Friends! Ihop! Water! Penis Ring! Conor Oberst! Trolley! Candy! Pool break-ins! Late Night Snacks! Karaoke! Bad TV! Balcony talks! Other things that amde me laugh and giggle and guffaw. Seriously, I hope this happens again next Street Scene. Unbelievable.

OMFG I WENT TO THESE CONCERTS. I DID. YEAH! Seriously, best thing ever. How has you summer been?

So, me and technolustt have many interesting conversations a lot of the time. I am going to share a recent one. Its also one of my favorites. :D We are both sort of ridiculously in love with Adam Lambert. Seriously, how can you not be? He's gorgeous.


darkinnerwolf: oooo. adam lambert time.
technolustt: nomnomnom ( You know you want to read the rest. :D )

And thats our conversation. Please be aware the our love for Adam Lambert is in fact this deep.

I was tagged! So I'm doing this, cause I finally have some time! Sorry, I'm not sure who else to tag but go ahead and grab it!

Rules:
1. Put your music library on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song title as the answer to the question, no matter how silly it sounds! Most of the time they seem to work though, strangely enough.
4. Ok, go!
5. When you're done, tag 20 people in this note, and make sure to tag the person who sent you this.

TRY NOT TO CHEAT!

1) IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OK?" YOU SAY?
My Party (Kings Of Leon)

2) WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Undone - The Sweater Song (Weezer)

3) WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Bedroom Costume (Natalie Portmans Shaved Head) LMAO. WHAT?

4) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
One Of The Boys (Katy Perry)

5) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Where The White Boys Dance (Queen)

6) WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
The Jetset Life Is Gonna Kill You (My Chemical Romance) HAHA. <3

7) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Secret (Greeley Estates) Weird?

8) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Sidewinder (Avenged Sevenfold)

9) WHAT IS 2+2?
The Perfect Fit (The Dresden Dolls) Wow, awesome!

10) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Harry Truman (Mindless Self Indulgence) Not my best friend!

11) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Astronaut (A Short History Of Nearly Nothing) (Amanda Palmer)

12) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
One (Three Dog Night) Aw, :(.

13) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Six Feet Underground (No Doubt) How so perfect?!

14) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Don't Stop Dancing (Creed)

15) WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Hard To Say (The Used) HahaHA.

16) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Self Inflicted (Katy Perry) It would be...cute?

17) WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Sex Changes (The Dresden Dolls) OMG, LMAO. PLEASE DO.

18) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Sunshine (The All-American Rejects)

19) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Yes (Coldplay) ...?

20) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Empty With You (The Used) Really?

21)WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Where We Went Wrong (The Hush Sound)

:D I really love most of these songs.

So, this is an update. Sadly, this has a lot to do with Panic At The Disco's sudden break up. There are a couple of things that happened. I woke up that day, pretty late which makes it pretty good when my dear friend technolustt texts me. It says that bandom has exploded, and I'm thinking: 'What did someone do this time?' when she says, 'I don't know how to tell you this.' and proceeds to call me. It has been one of the most interesting conversations of my life.

I can only say this:

Panic At The Disco was an amazing band, we watched them grow up and settle into their skin as musicians and people. To me the four of them will always be Panic. I was in shock in the beginning because Panic At The Disco was Ryan Ross' lovechild. No doubt about it, and I realized that it had to be something major for Ryan Ross to give up something he work so hard to build. I don't know the reasons why it happened, but it did and while I'm worried that now I have to pay more because they are going to do concerts I am only angry at the fact that people are taking sides.

Things might have ended suddenly to us, but I cannot know how long they have been thinking about it. When it was finally made official, I also cannot imagine how it felt. Two of their best friends are now going to be doing other things and they have been together for years. Years of touring and parties and shows and fame and when they turn to look for their friends on a part of the stage they won't be there and it will hurt.

Jon Walker is NOT to blame. If anything, he seems the most broken up about this. Jon Walker should not be singled out because he has spent the least time as a member of Panic. They came to the decision as a band, as friends, and I'm sure that it doesn't help anyone that people are accusing Jon.

It has also come to my attention that there are teams? I don't know how it happened, and it is something that is surprising to me. They are Brendon, Spencer, Jon, and Ryan. I don't think they want anyone taking sides.

I have my theories, several actually, which I plan to keep between me and technolustt because some are a bit ridiculous. I also am sorry to see that some of the best writers are leaving. Its understandable, some of us are still in shock, some of us cried, some got angry and fuck, yeah. It sucks. I know.

I am sorry to see Ryan and Jon go. Still, I am sure that they are going to make some kick ass music same as Brendon and Spencer will. It'll be interesting to see how everything plays out, and I'm still :( at my screen.

Ryan Ross and the cocaine picture.

I'm mostly angry because of the effect it had on me and technolustt. Otherwise, to each his own and if he wants to, he will and we can't do anything.
This is a large post and I'm sorry, but it was also a bit rushed.

So...Brendon, Spencer, Ryan, Jon.

What now?

Its been a long time, and as it is very late here, I'm a bit tired.

Several things have been going on:

I was late for BBB fanmix sign ups! :( I was workiiinnnggg. No faaaiiirrr. Oh well, I still like my choice! Wrote more lyrics, did one last show with our stage crew and enjoyed watching trying to get Coach to say licorice. Haha. I'm working on a short story for class, but I've written it in bandom. I'm going to spend some time changing the names. I used Lyn-Z and Gerard because I believe in their love, and they're kind of completely cute. I went to Hoodwink! Met Kyle and Jonathan from FTSK, took a pic with Ian from The Cab and had myself some Jamba Juice. all in all, great! Went up to the mountains for three days with my class, and we went hiking! I MADE IT TO THE TOP OF THE MOUNTAIN. I was so proud. Though, I was filming on the way, and when we got back I realized that most of the audio was me going: "HuffhuffhuffhuffshitshitshithuffhuffhuffFUCKERhuffhuffhuffshit." I saw 17 again, which I think was ok. Went with couple of friends, and the scene that stood out to us? The nutella. Mm, nutella. Nomnomnomnom. Finally saw Choke! I liked it. :D

So, now, to bed! Its almost one and I have to wake up at nine thirty. Blugh.

:D

I am tired and angry and tired, because fuckfuckfuck my computer just deleted the best five sentences I have created in a long time. Long, long time, and I needed them. Shit, seriously, you have no idea. I am beyond mad, because this is not the first time, and for some reason when I'm writing something important, and something amazing comes out it decides to suddenly shut down, erase, whatever-the-hell-it-does, and I loose it because oh god, stop! I really needed that. Yeah, thanks for nothing. I should think of this as a chance to make it better but yeah, no. I can never remember what the hell I write because I'm trying to type as fast as I can before I loose it. My hope is that my computer doesn't fucking die before I'm done so I can save it and look it over. Yeah, no dice. I'm fucking screwed. Thanks comp, for letting me loose my chance to make my one dream come true. Yes, darling. I hate you too. And yeah, maybe thats why you never got a name. I'm here for forever Los Angeles, maybe now the weather will stay in one season. blargh.

Laaate. I am, as always, tired. Mm, I'm very happy though. I have not had the chance to go see Watchmen, but since my friend bought the comic I've been reading it and wow, yeah, its actually really interesting. On another note, MCR. BOOOYS. STOOOP IIIT. They are so cute and total dorks and holy cow, ILOVETHEM. Those boys.

I want to go see cab!babies sing QUEEN. I'm pretty sure Bohemian Rhapsody is included and HAHAHA, I must see it.

I'm excited for the music video we are currently making in film class because HAHAHAAA Friday was hilarious and we are going to have the chance to edit that. Mm, fun. I watched P.S. I love you for the hundreth time the other day, and Jeffrey Dean Morgan is still my absolute favorite. In Supernatural, when he died I made a huge :( because "No! John! Why?!"

House Bloopers are what have kept me sane. They make me laugh so much because she was on the operating table and after a few seconds he goes, "Oops." and I can't help but laugh. Also, Calvin and Hobbes because they are the cutest thing ever and it makes me want my very own tiger to give me best friend tiger hugs.

:)

Have you all seen the new MCR pic?

Its...ITS.

GERARD. HAWAIIAN SHIRT. MIKEY! VEST! TIE! I...I cannot deal with them sometimes. I think I have my adoration for them under control and they come out with things like this and it all goes to shit. Stop it bbs! Gerard is a tourist who's decided to bring along his very uncomfortable secretary. ("No vest." "Yes vest." "...fine. No tie." "Yes, tie.") and his best friend. 

Hello all! I'm tired. As always! Tired, tired, tired. I haven't been up to much except for this enormous craving for Pinkberry. Desolation Row! I...I have no words except that I got really red and flapped my hands until I couldn't anymore. Gerard! His hair! His hands! His voice! Ray! Getting taken down by the police! (It was hilarious. Sorry.) Bob! Being almost killed by police! (My dearest A mentioned this to me, and I believe it true. Something is always happening to Bob in music videos.) Frank! You cut your hair and no longer look like the crazy Italian man we believed you to be. (Finally realized what your wife was up to with all those Cheetos huh?) Mikey. Oh god. His bass, ladies, is SRS BZNS. :| Very serious. I SEE YOU MWAY. He looks gorgeous. I just want to hug them all and coo.

School is killer you guys! Make it stop!

Otherwise, I'm excited about The Used. Hurry boys! I want to watch you spit and curse and do dirty dances already!

I've just opened a community! -claps- I'm excited to see how it goes. I asked technolustt to mod with me, and she said yes and I'm so glad because I'm sure I couldn't have done it alone. The idea came from this picture I drew in psychology class of Gabe, Ryan, Greta, William, Travis, Hobo and a purple Cobra. Its not very good, (My mother asked me if my little sister drew it.) but I love it because they're all stick figures and it makes me laugh.

Come check the comm out! cduclub

Its been a long time...again. Merry late christmas! Happy almost new year! Unless, your on the east coast! Welcome to 2009! How has it been so far? I've been doing some writing, a lot of reading and some hanging out with my dearest friends. They all rock, guys, seriously. We saw Benjamin Button! It was AMAZING. Not going to spoil anything, just...just watch it. I almost cried! It was a close call. I've been happily squeeing over my MCR boys. Yes, their twitters. Yes, they're dorks. Its wonderful. Ryan Ross and me seem to really like the same kind of music. Its slightly scary...The whole Wentz-baby thing has not escaped my radar and I have to say....Wow Pete Wentz, you have stunned us once again. Bronx Mowgli. Next baby? Rochester Skellington Wentz. Cute baby though, and on other news, I have fallen in love with Cash/Singer. I loved it before, of course, but now? Oh boy. More bandom! More! I'll be posting something soon, I've been busying with a lot of things and I'm actually anxious (Really, really anxious.) to find a new concert to go to. Its an addiction. I'm excited for the new Used CD. And for them to tttooouuurrr. Want to go see them again sooo bad.

I'll see you all next year, with a new haircut and hair color on my part! Much, much love everyone!

Hey, sooo. I've started a concept album! Its weird. I actually wrote up three songs already. (Lyrics. Only lyrics. If you play guitar and wish to help....PLEASE DO?! K THANKS.) I'm having fun with it actually. Its about a pet shop! The first song is called 'Before Ducks There Were Chariots', the second is 'The Underground Tree Smells Sweeter', and the third is 'The Owl That Sung In Blue'. The owl one I might have heard from somewhere unless I'm going crazy. Hm. Also...FIC. IT HAS BEEN A LONG TIME. I've missed it so. I'm on sitting on two idea's right now. (One has been looked over, one has not.)

One: The Second Witch!AU (Brendon/Ryan, Jon/Spencer, and some others.)
Summary: Ryan met Keltie in first grade. She was pretty, and amazing and a real witch.

Two: Behind The Sea!AU (I know someone has used it. I am using it because it fits well with what I'm writing. Brendon/Ryan, Jon/Spencer, Frank/Gerard)
Summary: The first bomb was dropped in Washington, an obvious choice, but afterwards went Chicago then Houston then San Diego. After, millions of planes appeared in sky blocking out the sun and millions of bombs were dropped all over America.

I have others but ARGH. These two are biggest in my mind. I lose SLEEP. I WENT TO SEE PANIC AT THE DISCO. YES. I DID. HAHAHA, OMG I STILL CANNOT BELIEVE IT. I actually went a while ago...Oct 10th to be precise. I loved it all, I really did. (I've actually gone to several concerts but I have never posted about them I went to: Projekt Revolution (Frank and Gerard? Big make out? Yeah, I saw them do it in the fleesshhh.), The Used (God. FUCKIN QUINN THREW HIS TOWEL AT US. SO FUCKING HOT.), The Academy Is... (William Beckett, everyone, does indeed have a DICK. We were surprised.), The Hush Sound (We met Bob. I was looking for Greta. Dang.), Warped (Cocaine Slushies. I TOUCHED TRAVIS. HE HAS A SQUISHY TUMMY.) and I believe thats all. Oh, and at Warped we met Ludo. (HAHAHAHA. They kind of rock.)

Ok, time for some confessions.

( 1-8 )

So, thats it. Oh, and I LOVE ACROSS THE UNIVERSE. Oh, and OMG OMG OMG. WHY AM I SO LATE?! WHY HAD I NEVER SEEN THE VIDEO OF BERT AND QUINN TOTALLY MAKING OUT ON STAGE?!

I fail. I fail so hard. -sighs-

Night, folks.

Long time no post.

( Family, and the things they do. )

( Gerard And The Day He Proved His Love. )

Somehow, that is the cutest thing ever to me.

I've recently discovered that I have the craziest set of friends anyone can find...Seriously. I sat there...in a LIMO, and stared. Oh my god. These people are my friends. WTF?! Then I laughed. I'm a crazy bitch too. And Frank Iero! What is this?! Getting married and not sending all your fans an invite?! (I saw the pics though. Doesn't he look tired?) I want to see one were everyone is trying to get into the photo. Come on. Frankie's wedding. More pictures are needed. I'm soo happy for them. May they live happily ever after. I miss House. I was out this weekend, completely missed the House marathon my buddy evillunatic and I always have on Fridays and Saturdays. (She has the first three seasons on House, and she knows I'm a sucker for a man with a cane.) Instead I went to Disneyland. It was so hot. I wanted to kill the sun.

Then I got story idea's. Oh jeebus.

( Space Mountain )

Then came the long lines idea.

( Long Lines )

Then came the whole 'sitting-next-to-a-sexy-random-stranger-and-getting-stuck-on-the-ride'.

( S.N.T.A.S.R.S.A.G.S.O.T.R. )

So...I should get on these. I'm in love with Best Big Bro Ever!Gerard and Little!Mikey. I really have to post some of my stuff. I have a growing collection.

I'm really really obsessed with picspams right now. I don't know why, they just make me giggle and guffaw like none other. God, my HEART. It loves picspams. I don't have enough pictures now, but maybe I'll make one in the near future. Maybe a Frank Iero one, or a Gerard Way one? Who do I have more pictures of? i need pictures! Lots of them! I don't know anyone who has them...Dang it.